words can't say what a love can do

2011-08-07T16:50:00.000+08:00

Someone Like You - AdeleI heardThat you're settled downThat youFound a girlAnd you'reMarried nowI heardThat your dreams came true.Guess she gave you thingsI didn't give to youOld friendWhy are you so shy?Ain't like you to hold backOr hide from the lightI hate to turn up out of the blue uninvitedBut I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be

2011-06-07T22:29:00.002+08:00

facebook makes the world much more complicated.ignorance is bliss but truth comes slapping you in the face.ouch.

2011-05-06T21:20:00.002+08:00

life is tough. i am looking for the rewind button.to turn back time and start over.i'll have a childhood sweetheart and be ready to apply for a hdb flat when i'm 24.instead of longing for impossible situations. and be forever incomplete.

2011-03-20T15:49:00.002+08:00

when i look in the mirror every morning, the first thought that comes into my mind is "why is my hair so damn gorgeous?":D

2011-03-13T16:18:00.000+08:00

"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is

2011-02-15T18:49:00.004+08:00

learning from the albatrossesi used to have a rather irrational fear of birds. i don't scream at the sight of birds or show any overt signs but i'll make a large detour if i see one in my path and pray hard that it doesn't come any nearer to me. to me, birds are scary. because they fly, which is a physical movement which i'm not familiar with. insects fly too but they are tiny and they don't have

2011-02-15T16:45:00.000+08:00

there's bintan and there's universal studios...

2011-02-10T14:08:00.002+08:00

list of things i hope to achieve in 2011 - reviewtravel: 2 destinations.i trying to plan for one after my practicum! but i'm not sure when are my hols. according to unreliable sources, it's the last two weeks of june. BKK??? (:healthy lifestyle: work in slow progress. hahas.materialism manifesto: get a branded handbag.i still find it hard to part with so much money for a bag that needs alot of

2011-02-08T12:00:00.001+08:00

bring on the bollywoodpart IIthe second movie is 3 Idiots.it's kind of a comedy but it did move me to tears. trust me. it's worth your time (:'pursue excellence and success will chase you, pants down'aamir khan is the star of this movie as well :Dit's in hindi but the video has eng subs (:part 1 embedded here. go to youtube for the rest.

2011-02-08T11:48:00.004+08:00

bring on the bollywoodpart Ii have a couple of good bollywood movies to recommend (:i can't seem to embed them together in the same post though :/the first movie is Taare Zameen Par. it is about this boy called Ishaan that has dyslexia. a so-called learning disability due to the different way one's brain processes information. dyslexics have problems with spelling and reading because they have

2011-01-19T20:28:00.002+08:00

not bad, but not good enough.0.17 away from distinction. RAWR.

2011-01-10T23:14:00.002+08:00

2011-01-09T19:18:00.003+08:00

MY WISDOM TOOTH EXPERIENCE (UPDATES)i feel disfigured :(( my cheek is still swollen and a very green bruise has surfaced. weirdly it's much more forward near my chin than my neck where my surgery wound is supposed to be. i think the surgery has put a strain on the blood flow to my face too. my skin looks so tired, dry and extra spotty. actually, my whole body feels weird. i have trouble sleeping

2011-01-05T12:27:00.010+08:00

MY WISDOM TOOTH EXPERIENCEbackground information(i'm a sciencey person and i feel obligated to impart some knowledge here. of course, you can find out everything from google. but here's the main gist.)wisdom teeth usually appear between the ages of 17 and 25. most adults have four wisdom teeth, but it is possible to have more. wisdom teeth commonly affect other teeth as they develop, becoming

2011-01-02T14:49:00.006+08:00

happy 2011 (:the last few days of 2010 flew past real quickly. rehearsals after rehearsals. not much time to take a breather or take a good look at all the sales going around. at the stroke of midnight, i was at backstage waiting to go on stage to act cute. hahaha. spent the first day of the year meditating in front of the computer, trying to churn out a 2000-word essay. managed to come up with a

2010-12-29T15:56:00.002+08:00

50 things you'll learn from watching korean dramasfrom a note i saw on facebook1.Men who are hot and rich fall in love with vulgar, outspoken women.2.If you are a girl and have a best guy friend, he’s definitely in love with you.3.Brothers/best friends/schoolmates/enemies always love the same girl.4.You’re allowed to make U-turns anywhere in Korea. And there’s never traffic (or a single vehicle)

2010-12-20T21:01:00.008+08:00

the festive season cannot go without gatherings. and gatherings cannot go without food. and so i've been very well fed the past week! (:tuesday with the lovelies at 'hosted at the patio'.a new quaint little place in some hidden corner of harbourfront that serves western cuisine. discovered on hungrygowhere by collen, the fussy one. hahahahs. nice ambience: not exactly romantic but perfect for

2010-12-17T16:59:00.001+08:00

i cannot stand people who type like 'tHiSsSsxXx'.it's okay if you're 15, but not when you're 25.

2010-12-12T14:13:00.004+08:00

performance pictures ~*getting ready with my hair curler and trustworthy goodlook hairspray. heavens&earth iced lemon tea is awesome possum. the weird pink thing keeps my fringe away from my face! :) a wonderful use of velcro. hahas. i've discovered centre-parting as a means to keep my fringe from covering my face during dance. received many positive comments! i can't pull it off without curling

2010-11-23T10:21:00.005+08:00

no school today. yay. because i am done with those two modules. the semester is coming to an end. still have a couple of exams and assignments to endure :/ bringing my sis and cousin to mcdonald's and swimming later, while i work on my 2010 o level maths paper 2.rehearsals left me with salonpas patches on my neck and shoulders. ouch. i feel like an old woman. the dances are much more challenging

2010-11-16T23:59:00.002+08:00

little updates.cousin's wedding in malaysia with this cute boy my aunt babysits. he's a kid with a sad background. his mum fell into depression and committed suicide because his dad had an affair. what did i say about men being scums? anyway, he's partly the reason why i'm going to m'sia more often now.my getup for the st*rs**rch show. took up loads of my time but still a great experience (:so

2010-11-02T16:40:00.003+08:00

updates on my bruise(s). it is getting apparent that the whole patch is made up of many little bruises. a part of it look vaguely like teeth marks right?!part of my halloween get-up. i like my hair! it needs to get longer though (: 12 page lesson plan FTW.

2010-11-01T20:37:00.002+08:00

clarizcel farewell showcase @ singapore flyer (:did two hip hop items and one jazz item.rehearsals been tough. crazy schedule. worn-out me. but the team is awesome!before the show began, everyone looks so super fresh but we've actually been rehearsing for the past 11 hours?after all our items, watching the other items in the audience stand.with clarizcel. she's such an awesome dancer and super

2010-11-01T11:23:00.002+08:00

the ginormous bruise(s) on my thigh with a 5cent coin in comparison. and i have no idea where it came from. if you ask me for an explanation, i'd tell you there are spirits in my room! >.<

2010-10-12T09:40:00.002+08:00

last night, i dreamt of two baby snakes wrapped in baby blankets being brought home by my mum. i fed and cared for them and they grew super big super fast. then they broke through their enclosure and left.so here's the slightly superstitious me looking for interpretations of my dream.from http://www.dreamsleep.net/commondreams/meaning-of-snake-dream.html:The snake is one of the world's oldest

2010-10-08T13:18:00.000+08:00

my pythagoras' theorem problem :D

2010-10-05T00:54:00.002+08:00

friends around are getting engaged/married while i'm still getting hit on by young malay boys. (not meant to be racist. but yes, they all happen to be malay and younger than me)'you look cute. do you have a boyfriend? do you want to have one?' -faints-i just noticed a mistake on my transcript. one of my modules in my final semester is not listed -.-i've accumulated more than 100 dollars worth of

2010-09-26T22:45:00.002+08:00

i got a friend request on facebook one day and was stunned to see the profile picturewas wondering who he was. i took a closer look. it's my lecturer/tutor from school!o.Owhich brings me to my point. i think i should create another facebook account to keep in contact with my students. better to draw the boundaries clear :)

2010-09-26T22:43:00.000+08:00

i'm not a big fan of parodies but some people might enjoy this.

2010-09-21T10:26:00.001+08:00

song of the moment!

2010-09-01T15:48:00.002+08:00

the two songs that i did jazz to recently (:you lost me - christina aguileralove the way you lie - eminem & rihanna

2010-08-10T19:04:00.002+08:00

i'm just gonna keep my eyes closed because this is like that moment in the morning when you first wake up and you're still half asleep and everything seems... things are possible. dreams feel true. and for that one moment between waking and sleeping, anything can be real. and then you open your eyes and the sun hits you and you realize that... i'm just gonna keep my eyes closed.

2010-07-14T09:43:00.000+08:00

2010-06-29T17:12:00.002+08:00

because you still have a woman in front of you, my friend. and you are still a man. it's still two human beings trying to get along, so it's going to become complicated. and love is always complicated. but still humans must try to love each other, darling. we must get out hearts broken sometimes. this is a good sign, having a broken heart. it means we have tried for something.eatpraylove

2010-06-29T16:31:00.002+08:00

book of the moment (: started it awhile back. i would spend long stretches of time reading, which i thoroughly enjoy. then have equally long breaks being concerned with other things. finally finish reading it today, while waiting for class to begin.'elizabeth is in her thirties, settled in a large house with a husband who wants to start a family. but she doesn't want any of it. a bitter divorce

2010-06-23T23:57:00.003+08:00

project zeng-the-living-roommy mum said she wanted to paint the living room one day, completely out of the blue. she pretty much painted our super longish living room walls and ceiling, the corridor to the rooms and bathrooms' ceilings almost single-handedly in about nine days. i was the defacto maid during that period. looking after my sister, buying lunch (and sometimes dinner), making sure the

2010-06-19T23:59:00.002+08:00

saturday shopping at city hall for workclotheslove the hot pink planner from prints going at half-priced. which makes sense cus there's only half the year left :)random but very pretty placemats from robinsons :)

2010-06-16T14:22:00.004+08:00

i am a photic sneezer.i sneeze when exposed to sudden sunlight or when i eat bitter foods (dark chocolate and durians!)and i am not weird :))"Photic sneeze reflex is an autosomal dominant hereditary trait which causes sneezing (due to naso-ocular reflex) when suddenly exposed to bright light, possibly many times consecutively. The condition affects 18-35% of the human population. The probable

2010-06-14T02:44:00.000+08:00

it still pricks.

2010-06-04T14:44:00.004+08:00

back from vietnam. with a tan, cough and breakout.there's like 2000 over pictures but i shall post up just pictures of one of my favouritest place :)halong baya unesco world heritage site picture taken by yours truly.postcard-worthy? :)

2010-05-19T15:26:00.006+08:00

Meredith: We all remember the bed time stories of our childhood. The shoe fit Cinderella, the frog was turned into a prince, sleeping beauty was awakened with a kiss. Once upon a time and then they lived happily ever after. Fairy tales. The stuff of dreams. the problem is, fairy tales don't come true. It's the other stories. The ones that start in dark and stormy nights and end in the unspeakable

2010-05-12T17:00:00.002+08:00

me likey (:been busy having tuitions and teaching my baby sister. not-so-impulsively decided on a trip to vietnam and booked tickets for next thursday already. hahas.been doing my research online and poring over guidebooks. so exciting (:not to mention that i am very close to getting the laptop that fits my specifications and should i invest in a canon ixus 130 before my tripp???

2010-05-12T01:51:00.001+08:00

vonderful vietnam 2010The stakes are high: if you are to die in Vietnam, more than likely it will happen on the road -- be it in a car or under one. Vietnamese cities are crowded, and the roads are absolutely packed. You will take your life into your own hands every time that you cross a busy street in any of Vietnam's major cities.Although some intersections in the main cities (Hanoi, Ho Chi

2010-04-29T12:23:00.002+08:00

-----Written by Adrian Tan, author of The Teenage Textbook (1988), was the guest-of-honour at a NTU convocation ceremony. This was his speech to the graduating class of 2008.-----I must say thank you to the faculty and staff of the Wee Kim Wee School of Communication and Information for inviting me to give your convocation address. It’s a wonderful honour and a privilege for me to speak here for

2010-04-21T11:58:00.000+08:00

Time will bring the real end of our trialOne day they'll be no remnantsNo trace, no residual feelings within yaOne day you won't remember meYour face will be the reason I smileBut I will not see what I cannot have foreverI'll always love ya, I hope you feel the sameOh you played me dirty, your game was so badYou toyed with my afflictionHad to fill out my prescriptionFound the remedy, I had to set

2010-04-17T22:58:00.002+08:00

a mishmash of pictures :)taken during the rehearsals for a show at resorts world hotel. it was a v.i.p dinner which means the audience made up of gamblers gamblers and more gamblers. the few hong kong artistes that i shared the stage with! this was on the last day of chinese new year, hence the ching chong stage decor. it was really pretty :)charlotte and wilbur. i made them for my sis'

2010-04-16T16:15:00.002+08:00

:)) i am amazed at the double eyelid thing. hahas. and i don't think they look bad without makeup imho. just super exaggerated by the pyjamas and unkempt hair.all girls look better with makeup. and i mean ALL girls. those who claim that they look worse with makeup on definitely have been doing it wrong. i don't understand people who judge these girls that wear makeup to look good. those people

2010-04-09T18:08:00.002+08:00

go ahead, click the link but be warned. it might get you squirmish :)http://www.clicknetwork.tv/watch.aspx?page=1&c=3&p=20&v=297i've been wanting to get my right tragus pierced since like forever. but was put off when julia's got infected due to wearing headphones. i think i should do it anyway. hahah. yays. i hope they still do it with a piercing gun though. cheaper that way. haha. look out for

2010-04-08T22:39:00.004+08:00

It was Friday night and I was feelin' aightDowntown Atlanta, big city, bright lights,Mixin' Henney wit da Sprite while I'm drinkin' and drivin',No police lights, no police sirens,I'm headed to da club, lookin' fo' a freak,To spread a lil' love and spread a couple cheeks,Pull up to da spot, 26's like bam!Eyes on me like "Bitch, do you see him?"Stroll through the front door, headed to the VIP,

2010-03-26T16:47:00.006+08:00

I cannot go to the oceanI cannot drive the streets at nightI cannot wake up in the morningWithout you on my mindSo you're gone and I'm hauntedAnd I bet you are just fineDid I make it thatEasy to walk right in and outOf my life?Goodbye my almost loverGoodbye my hopeless dreamI'm trying not to think about youCan't you just let me be?So long my luckless romanceMy back is turned on youShould've known

2010-03-23T14:11:00.003+08:00

i finally cleaned out my hammies' cage yesterday after procrastinating for weeks. yays to me.i saw this in my nus mailbox yesterday:"Dear Rui Si,it looks already quite good. Attached pls find my comments. Pls see me in case of questions.RegardsHerbert________________________________________From: See Rui SiSent: Sunday, March 21, 2010 3:06 PMTo: Schwarz, HerbertSubject: FYP posterDear Prof Schwarz

2010-03-21T15:20:00.004+08:00

first draft of my poster :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))just sent it to my boss.i have supplementary test for cancer pharmacology but i have been working on this the whole weekend. have to get it vetted and as close to perfection before the end of next week. then send it for printing. presenting it on the 1st of april! supposed to have my passport photo on the top right corner but i can't find

2010-03-17T00:20:00.004+08:00

when you are feeling stressed out, wondering why on earth are you stuck in nus, thinking about how serious everyone else looks and hoping something interesting will happen and totally make your day.besides fml, this is the website i go to for my daily dose.laughter is the best medicine.'overheard at national university of singapore' on facebook. made me laugh out loud. haha :D

2010-03-16T19:44:00.001+08:00

fasting from buying ANY skincare products from 16th march to 16 april.it's becoming an addiction!

2010-03-15T22:13:00.002+08:00

super nice. helps that the girls are cute. haha. i wish i have a good voice too.today's been an extremely torturous day. i didn't manage to finish my presentation last night because i was over saturated and too shagged. didn't manage to wake up early to attend my 8am classes as well. after 8 snoozes, i finally gave up trying to wake up before sunrise and woke up 2 hours later instead. was working

2010-03-14T18:41:00.004+08:00

feeling so restless.sent my parents off to the airport this morning. they are bringing my sis to taiwan!! along with like 16 other relatives whom i hardly ever see. the first time ever that me and my brother are left out on a holiday. grr. i need to plan a good grad trip. japan is on the cards but $$$ is such a huge problem. i'll earn it back but i shouldn't make a habit out of spending future $$

2010-03-14T12:33:00.002+08:00

the scene where gaga and some girls in bra and panties dancing reminded me of krystal and her idea of us wearing lingerie and our bunny ears for easter (?!?!?) haha. krystal, you be the one in g-string kae. then we can go rebel and climb the cage. ahahahahaha.

2010-03-09T11:38:00.000+08:00

beware! liars, cheats and hypocrites everywhere.

2010-02-25T15:10:00.009+08:00

have been far far far too occupied to update this space.23rd and 24th febuary 2010Exxon Mobil Campus Concerts: NUS Dance Blast! Emotional KaleidoscopeNUS UCC theatre karen's item. sweet pastel dresses. lovey dovey chii tarng and weina. husband meets with car accident and then super emomomo dance to 'halo'. i always feel so burdened after doing the item.role-reversal. with yayi who conveniently

2010-02-22T14:01:00.002+08:00

why does everyday seem worse than the day before?the car is injured. and it wasn't my fault. like extreme pure suayness.i don't get enough sleep.i think i suck at dance and concert is on wednesday and preview tmr. it's not my best. i know it but can't seem to do anything about it.i am going to break my bond.i don't know if i should pursue graduate studies. application closing soon and i have no

2010-02-08T14:23:00.003+08:00

ruisi is a useless wimp.she just completely acted out a korean drama today.she saw someone, twice. someone saw her too, once. because the second time she was fucking hiding behind the pillar.extreme monday blues :((

2010-02-05T10:18:00.001+08:00

loves.trying out costumes for karen's item!

2010-02-03T01:22:00.003+08:00

for the sake of general education (:oral herpes aka cold sores aka fever blistersOral herpes is an infection caused by the herpes simplex virus. The virus causes painful sores on your lips, gums, tongue, roof of your mouth, and inside your cheeks. It also can cause symptoms such as fever and muscle aches. Herpes simplex viruses (HSV) 1 and 2 cause oral and genital herpes. Most cases of oral

2010-02-02T17:04:00.003+08:00

speechlessi can't believe what you said to melast night, we were aloneyou threw your hands upbaby you gave up, you gave upi can't believe how you looked at mewith your James Dean glossy eyesin your tight jeans with your long hairand your cigarette stained liescould we fix you if you broke?and is your punch line just a joke?i'll never talk againoh boy you've left me speechlessyou've left me

2010-01-30T15:13:00.003+08:00

pictures from the shoot, taken from photos uploaded by carol on facebook. obviously peijin has much better photos because there're 11 pictures of her and only 4 pictures of me in the album. haha. nevermind, i admit i'm not as photogenic -waves a little white flag- in lab now. have to be back tmr also because this entire week i didn't get my blood from nuh to experiment with, with the exception of

2010-01-26T17:07:00.003+08:00

i hate hate hate my would-be future employer.having a tussle with the ministry hoping to change my second teaching subject. i first appealed early last year and was rejected twice but i persisted and this guy told me it'll be approved if i take one or two modules more. since i am in my last year, i planned and is taking a chemistry module now. before i bidded, i sent in a confirmation email to

2010-01-22T11:19:00.014+08:00

i am currently nursing an hormonal acne outbreak :(have been hiding behind a veil of newly bought m.a.c. studiofix powder from sephora. on monday, i went down to meet carol for a photoshoot. she's interested in photography and asked me and peijin for an outdoor shoot. haha she wasn't paying us. but we get makeup done by my favouritest makeup artist alicia, who did my makeup twice before. first

2010-01-17T23:38:00.003+08:00

channel 8 new year countdown show @ vivo some pictures to capture the moments (: the rest are on facebook! the opening item with five female artistes to don't cha by pcd. group picture before the show. i like my silver shiny tights with black houndstooth print and gold zippers (: ending pose!the chingchong dance with jeanette aw. love love the pink top, self-sewed by trinity and her crew for a

2010-01-17T22:49:00.004+08:00

the excitement of school wore off right after the first day -.-"i have no idea why my previous post was so happy-sounding.i was so used to waking up before sunrise - 6.20am - that i was damn startled when i woke up to sunlight streaming into my room yesterday. i totally jumped up (was sleeping on a mattress on the floor, because my sister invaded my bed) and feeling flustered that i overslept. i

2010-01-11T12:18:00.002+08:00

the first day of schoolsupposed to sleep early last night but my body clock hasn't adjusted. or maybe i didn't even try to adjust it. slept at 2 instead. have been waking up past noon, except occasional weekends, when my dad wakes all of us up to have good ol' breakfast together complete with noodles, tea, toast and half-boiled eggs. haha. i sleep in on weekdays. the irony. HAHA. i was soooooo

2010-01-08T13:16:00.002+08:00

looking for a mantra to live by:love only hurts in the end OR hurt others before they hurt youboth aren't very optimistic. but it comes to a point in life when you realise it's a mistake to let down your guard and make yourself vulnerable to people. because their ultimate aim is to empty you inside out.and so my 2010 begins with building the concrete wall to keep out wolves disguised as sheep.

2010-01-05T17:26:00.000+08:00

ruisi swears that the whole fucking world is against her.

2009-12-29T01:27:00.004+08:00

peektures~*did i mention that my sister got 2nd in class? -beaming with pride- basically i didn't spend much time with sis during the term. lousy me. i only taught her at the beginning of her exams week. in the end, i only could drill her on science over the weekend cus it's the only paper in the following week. and she got pretty high marks for that (: she got the progress award thing too. and

2009-12-24T17:38:00.001+08:00

just when i thought the year couldn't get any worse.i'm getting caught in a downward spiral.

2009-12-22T10:44:00.002+08:00

Semester 1 2009/2010BSP2001 Macro and International Economics A+LSM4212 Pharmacogenetics and Drug Responses B+LSM4222 Advanced Immunology Apleasantly surprised with my results. should have gotten on the dean's list but i didn't have enough credits this semester because of my honours project which will only be graded next year. i expected at least an A- for econs because i did well for my

2009-12-14T20:48:00.001+08:00

2009-12-14T00:12:00.003+08:00

yesterday was spent in the lab. and then met the babes for dinner.crystal jade at jurong point :)xiaolongbaos! yummy as usual. but the lamian was not nice :( don't know how i manage to finish it all. shit, i should not waste my calorie intake on yucky food. jidechi was worth the calories though. desserts always satisfies ;) all three of us kept complaining about being pudgy from the lack of

2009-12-12T18:52:00.002+08:00

how cute :))

2009-12-12T01:30:00.002+08:00

me and krystal being calefares in a commercial shoot :) don't even think i can be seen. haha. i like how they did my hair :Dwoohoo :) feel bad saying this but she looks older in real life. and she smokes :( the moolah i got from the shoot went to buying dance package at studio wu. yays. time to keep fit. today's lesson was dead tiring and i feel so rusty. grr.

2009-12-10T14:30:00.001+08:00

Today, I met a girl who's the whole package: brains, beauty, shared interests, great personality, single, and into me. Too bad I married my bitchy, depressive high school girlfriend who said she'd kill herself if I didn't. Sometimes, she still tells me she'll do it if we divorce. I believe her. FMLI agree, your life sucks (12529) - you totally deserved it (6183)On 12/09/2009 at 8:27am - love - by

2009-12-08T15:34:00.001+08:00

Can anybody out there hear me?'Cause I can't seem to hear myselfCan anybody out there see me?'Cause I can't seem to see myself...There's gotta be a heaven somewhereCan you save me from this hell?Can anybody out there feel me?'Cause I can't seem to feel myself

2009-12-08T00:26:00.000+08:00

ruisi is going crazy.

2009-12-03T14:20:00.002+08:00

i went to the toilet and at the point when i press the flush. my forceps decided to jump out of my labcoat and join the sewage :(this morning i woke up feeling fat and ugly. my left cheek is so blemished that no makeup can make it flawless. zzz. i feel like going to a dermatologist. but no $$. and i need to find time for gym. i've been a bum for like more than a month. time to start dancing~!

2009-12-01T18:20:00.003+08:00

super junior - sorry sorryp.s eva, i think the guy in white vest and aviators remind me of elson. hurhur.i don't know what's with the random fat guy. haha.snsd- sorry sorrysnsd - geesuper junior - geesnsd - genietheir legs are so hot!super junior - geniemy favourite (:

2009-12-01T18:19:00.001+08:00

funny. haha.

2009-11-30T12:48:00.004+08:00

I don't know youBut I want youAll the more for thatWords fall through meAnd always fool meAnd I can't reactAnd games that never amountTo more than they're meantWill play themselves outTake this sinking boat and point it homeWe've still got timeRaise your hopeful voice you have a choiceYou'll make it nowFalling slowly, eyes that know meAnd I can't go backMoods that take me and erase meAnd I'm

2009-11-23T13:14:00.005+08:00

24th advanced immunology26th pharmacogenetics28th macroeconomicsmy skin is breaking out like crazy. and my period came today. BLEAHHHS.i need to start waking up in the morning instead of crawling out of bed at noon. zzz.

2009-11-22T23:55:00.001+08:00

grr.

2009-11-16T18:00:00.002+08:00

i hate the insomnia.i hate the dreams or rather i should say, nightmares, on unfortunate sleepable nights.grrr. woke up with a bad sprain on my left neck/shoulder area. feel like auntie lucy. haha. you'll know if you're in tuned with lame made-in-singapore variety shows. hahaha.planned my studying for this week. so damn packed!! i think i can't finish what i set out to do. the grades doesn't

2009-11-14T12:54:00.002+08:00

nokia e72 in topaz brown. nice nice?but it's $388. reluctant to spend $$ on phones because they lose their value so quickly and prone to dropping in toilet bowls. haha.or should i just stick with e71 that costs only $98 now.

2009-11-13T21:43:00.000+08:00

stomachflu-ing :(

2009-11-13T12:10:00.003+08:00

i realise it's not the late night that made me sick. i was tossing and turning all night cus i feel myself burning up and i was aching as if i bathed in vinegar. the headache was horrible. woke up to grab panadol. and i found my mum lying on the sofa. she complained of dizziness and feeling sick. we both came to the conclusion that my sister passed her illness to us. she was sick a few days ago,

2009-11-12T23:05:00.002+08:00

falling sick...got home at 6++am from rose's place. and woke up with puffy eyes and quadraple eyelids. sigh.

2009-11-09T22:44:00.001+08:00

i am supposed to be studying...but ended up watching this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0UI36i6--mAi like the first part. totally made me lol. and the last bit. i think he's trained in chinese dance. hahaha. just look like all the hand movements.OKAY. if you are supposed to be mugging, go mug and resist the temptation to click open the link OKAY?-.-"

2009-11-08T16:33:00.002+08:00

postsecret.comsomehow i understand how she feels.intoxication wears off. leaving you with harsh reality of a world that you are not good enough for.ruisi is a piece of emo shyt. and should spend her time and effort studying for exams instead. first paper's on 24th.advanced immunology is killing me...........

2009-11-01T13:05:00.003+08:00

hahah this picture totally made my day. lesbian bunnies in action. i am michelle's pseudo boyfriend bytheway. because the other two girlies are happily attached. haha. me and michelle seek comfort in each other o.O last night was spent straining my eyes trying to drive through the heavy rain to dempsey's cafe hacienda for jolin's birthday dinner. i didn't get anything for her and she treated us.

2009-10-31T01:24:00.002+08:00

shiokness. woohoo.this is the same dude that pierced my **************************!!! never know who is reading. hahaha.bytheway, i'm not a fan of xiaxue. but she's quite entertaining. my mum didn't let me pierce my nose. next on the list is tragus! but my friend told me you get infections easily when you wear earphones. brr.

2009-10-29T23:27:00.002+08:00

blood is thicker than watermy dad performing taiji for some mid-autumn festival thing. hamsum sia. hahaha. i think i got my motor skills from him (:heh heh. bunny-ness runs in our blood. ps. my arm looks pretty toned huh. HAHA.my god. i need to start studyinggg.

2009-10-27T18:25:00.002+08:00

STOP IT!!!!!!my right lower eyelid has been throbbing since friday. i can't even talk to people properly because i'll be damn conscious of the throbbing. ARGHHHHHHHHH. i feel like punching myself.myokymia - Commonly referred to when describing an involuntary eyelid muscle contraction, typically involving the lower eyelid, less often the upper eyelid. The condition occurs and disappears

2009-10-25T22:46:00.002+08:00

week eleven starts tomorrow.time flies, even when you are not having fun.i was looking back and comparing this sem and the last. how different things are. last semester was probably the best semester in my undergraduate life. i was happy, i think. but in retrospect, everything was a lie. and everything falls apart immediately after.okay shit. ruisi is in her emo streak again and contemplating