hahah this picture totally made my day. lesbian bunnies in action. i am michelle's pseudo boyfriend bytheway. because the other two girlies are happily attached. haha. me and michelle seek comfort in each other o.O
last night was spent straining my eyes trying to drive through the heavy rain to dempsey's cafe hacienda for jolin's birthday dinner. i didn't get anything for her and she treated us. feel so bad! i owe her one. i ate damn alot bytheway, i had my own pasta and there was a 20inch pizza meant for sharing but i ate more than half of it because the rest of them couldn't eat anymore. my humongous appetite is coming back!!!
my right lower eyelid has been throbbing since friday. i can't even talk to people properly because i'll be damn conscious of the throbbing. ARGHHHHHHHHH. i feel like punching myself.
myokymia - Commonly referred to when describing an involuntary eyelid muscle contraction, typically involving the lower eyelid, less often the upper eyelid. The condition occurs and disappears spontaneously, but can sometimes last up to three weeks. Frequent contributing factors include too much caffeine, high levels of anxiety, fatigue, stress, overwork, and a lack of sleep. Usage of certain drugs and alcohol may also be involved.
PLEASE GO AWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i was looking back and comparing this sem and the last. how different things are. last semester was probably the best semester in my undergraduate life. i was happy, i think. but in retrospect, everything was a lie. and everything falls apart immediately after.
okay shit. ruisi is in her emo streak again and contemplating some self-destructive behaviors but no, there are people around that genuinely cares. sigh.
i can't stop thinking. coming up with theories to explain the situation. ultimately, it's because i'm inadequate and simply not worth it. the insecurity is overwhelming.
the pretty bunnies at blast! 9th anniversary. we won the best dressed group. woohoo! :) four bunnies fitting into eva's bmw z4, a 2-seater convertible. EVERYONE else in the traffic was looking at us. i was sitting higher up on where the gears at, beyond the windscreen and my bunnyears and lashies were almost blown off by the strong wind. the wind-in-face-and-hair damn shiok! i love the sound the engine makes too. deep and sexy. i also want a convertible sportscar :D
it's time to rest my liver :D and my right eye has been throbbing since friday night. something's good about to happen right? but it's damn bloody irritating. zzz.
and i should stick to straight hair for now. haha.
so pwettyyy (:
heh heh. bunny-ness runs in our blood. 
ps. my arm looks pretty toned huh. HAHA.
